後記.

其實一直很想寫一篇文章給自己，只是遲遲寫不出適合的文字。

我想把自己的很多回憶和感悟藏在字裏行間，這樣，閱讀時，我可以回憶起曾經的點點滴滴，合上書本，便可以全都忘記。

我是一個一直沈浸在過去裏的人，經歷過一些比較黑暗的，然後自我封閉，隨後就慢慢回到正常的軌道。

當然能感受到自己的成長，非常明顯。

然後回頭看看發現曾經的自己真的很幼稚很可笑。

少年不知愁滋味，為賦新詞強說愁。

故事裏，不二的心理活動絕大部分是我的真實寫照，尤其是越前離開後不二思念，到逐漸恢覆正常的那一段，完全是我自己的感受。

自然還有那些笑料，多半也是我的真人真事啦~

寫這篇文章之前給自己的目標是營造一個很美的意境，不知道自己做得怎麽樣？夠不夠好呢？

感謝所有閱讀本文的小夥伴們，你們的支持給了我很大的動力。也非常感謝你的對於本文的肯定。謝謝。

在這裏放一下我在文中引用的兩首歌。

《Sound of silence》 ---Simon and Garfunkel

Hello darkness my old friend.

I'vee to talk with you again.

Because a vision softly creeping.

Left its seeds while I was sleeping.

And the vision that was planted in my brain.

Still remains.

Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone.

Narrow streets of cobble stone.

Neath the halo of a street lamp.

I turned my collar to the cold and damp.

When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light.

That split the night.

And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw.

Ten thousand people maybe more.

People talking without speaking.

People hearing without listening.

People writing songs that voices never share.

And no one dare.

Disturb the sound of silence.

"Fools" said I,"You do not know.

Silence like a cancer grows.

Hear my words that I might teach you.

Take my arms that I might reach you.

But my words like silent rain-drops fell.

And echoed in the wells of silence.。

And the people bowed and prayed.

To the neon God they made.

And the sign flashed out its warning.

In the words that it was forming.

And the sign said "The words of the prophets.

Are written on the subway walls and tenement halls.

And whispered in the sounds of silence.

《Like A Star》---Corinne Bailey Rae

Just like a star across my sky

Just like an angel love the page

You have been to my life

feel like I'd never be the same

Just like a song in my heart

Just like all along my hands

Oh a little love you

I still wonder why it is

I don't argue like this

with anyone but you

You do it all the time

blowing out my mind

You got this look I can't describe

You made me feel I'm alive

when everything else is so fade

without a doubt you're on my side

Heaven has been away too long

gonna find the words to write this song

Oh your love

I still wonder why it is

I don't argue like this

with anyone but you

You do it all the time

blowing out my mind

yeah da da...

I've got to understand the way it is

It's not the secret anymore

cause we've been through that before

From tonight and onlyyou the only one

I've been confused and in the dark

Now I understand

yeah ooo...

I wonder why it is

I don't argue like this

with anyone but you

I wonder why it is

I won't let my god down

for anyone but you

You do it all the time

blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky

Just like an angel love the page

You have been to my life

feel like I'd never be the same

Just like a song in my heart

Just like all along my hand

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